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i need mental help.?

i have had suicidal thoughts for over a year now. i have a decent life, i have freinds, i am an average to above average student. I am a student athlete and dont know why these thoughts come to me. My family life is decent i love my mom to death and can talk to her about most things, my dad on the other hand only cares about my wrestling and thats all i ever talk about with him. i have a hatred for my dad beacuse i feel as though he uses me through wrestling and he forces me to go to alot of camps and constantly do the sport i care least about. He also made me quit the one sport i loved soccer i still watch it and enjoy it but now i do cross country(purly for wrestling...). the suicidal thoughts have recently been more scary though beacuse i can feel myself giving in to them. i used to be able to put them in the back of my mind.i dont wish to get my mother involved and deffinatly not my dad. my youth leader is the one i would ask for help from. I need free local help. can some one help
by the way i am 16. and do not wish to end my life at all. the thoughts just come.

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1. i think u should tell ur mom about it and tell her that u are not comfortable with how ur dad treats u too.

2. nah, it will pass. Trust me.....you'll get over it

3. In the front of most phone books is a list of phone numbers for just this sort of thing. suicide hot line can help they will talk to you and tell you were you can get help.God Bless Life is worth living you didn't say your age?

4. Don't kill yourself! It's not good for you!

5. i used to be in that same position but at times like that you just got to tell ya self " Chill just Chill" well that kinda helps me, a little bit. but you gonna always have those thoughts unless you begin to love yourself no matter where you are at in life. Just securely tell yourself over and over and over again "Chill Jus ChiLL"

6. he isn't making you take steroids or you ARENT taking them are you?

THEY will do that too. If you aren't, TELL your mom or step up to your dad and say ENOUGH is ENOUGH... I'm not doing it, he gets rough with you tell a counselor..

Take care sweetie..

7. you have A near perfect life. Just one flaw. Just one. And you want to give up becuase of yoour flaw? Think about it. Pretend your a child from africa. You have no mom. No food. No friends. No home. NO DAD!
You are wishing that you just had a home. Just had a mom, ANY mom. Just wishing you had a dad.
And now you have a mom, dad, friends, family, home, and food.
Compared to that little child in africa. Who is struggling everyday to be alive